Size 28 Blue Jeans and cancer sucks

This was a lost post I made a few monthes ago, it disapeared into the blogger world when it went down one day and i just found it saved as a draft today.  
Well on the side of good news today i was able to fit into some blue jeans i have that are size 28, that i haven't been able to fit in since i met my hubby about 5 years ago, so I'm extremely happy, My weight has been stalled for the past 6 days stuck at 310, but Saturday i wasn't able to fit into these jeans and today i was, so I'm still loosing inches even though i haven't lost a pound in 6 days, so that's good at least, its been stuck since i started Solids...and i can't eat very much at all just a couple of tablespoons and I'm stuffed.

 These are pics from the weekend me and my hubby first met, Feb 10, 2006.  I was 300 pounds.  Typically my weight would fluctuate between 297-303. I just got 10 more pounds to go and I'll be in the weight range i was when i met my hubby, its really exciting.  I'll be able to shop at lane Bryant and torrid and Ross again too, so that'll be fun....i hate just being able to shop at Catherine's, cause they're like the only place that carries the really big size....



Well on the side of sucky news, My great aunt who went in for surgery to remove her cancer around the same time i went in for surgery to remove most of my stomach has just found out she actually has 3 different types of cancer, and one of them is hereditary and very rare, so our entire family has to be checked out for it, but they haven't given us any information on what kind of cancer it is or anything so i gotta play the waiting game to find out more information before i can go see a doctor and get tested, uggggg cancer really sucks, this is like one of my biggest fears is to get cancer, so this is extremely scary.  My grandma on my moms side died from cancer, and both my grandparents on my dad's side had cancer and had surgery for theirs at the same time, it was crazy my grandpa went in for his surgery and at that same time my grandma started having pains and my dad and aunt had to take her to the hospital and she had her surgery at the same time my grandpa was having his, and then my grandpa ended up with a second cancer, and now my other grandpa has cancer, gosh this cancer thing really sucks, I wish we could just end cancer all together, that would be nice.  So my heart is out to all the people who have lost someone to cancer or have had cancer themselves and know exactly what its like to go through this painful awful thing. 

These are pictures of my grandma i lost to cancer in 2006, I miss her and love her so much, i just wish i had more pictures of her, this is almost all of them i have, there's a couple more but not much at all.

This is a pic of my great aunt who has the 3 different cancers, we don't know if she'll make it or not, she doesn't want to eat or walk or anything, we think she might be giving up.  When i was a kid I used to spend Saturday's with her and we'd go out and do things, when i got a little older though i started not liking her very much because she used to always harass me about my weight, and my family doesn't know how to be nice about the weight issue, it'd be more torturous then anything, after i met my husband i got the nerve up to tell her how i felt about the way she always treated me about my weight and flat out told her if she didn't stop harassing me about it i would just have to stop talking to her because its not fun having all that negativity in your life, and she respected me for the honesty and stopped harassing me about it, and just accepted me, and her and my grandparents and aunt are the ones that got together and paid for my gastric sleeve surgery since my insurance denied me coverage, and i will always be so grateful to them for that, I actually got the check in the mail the day before she found out about her cancer.  It's like god timed everything to happen to give me this second chance at living, and i pray for my great aunt that she's not suffering and when its her time she'll go in peace.